That Amarillo Sky

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You know, I’m not a real emotional guy. But when I hear that Jason Aldean song, and I actually listen to the words, it kind of chokes me up.

He gets up before the dawn
Packs a lunch and a thermos full of coffee
It’s another day in the dusty haze
Those burnin’ rays are wearing down his body

That song carries so much emotion with it. Though it’s about a farmer, it reminds me of my dad. A man who worked his entire life. From a youth on the farm, to twenty years in the US Navy, thru multiple jobs after his retirement, to a water well business, and as the city superintendent until he died at the age of seventy-eight, he worked. He worked because that’s what he had to do. He worked for his family, to pay his bills, to have a home, to make a life, to be part of a community.

And diesel’s worth the price of gold
It’s the cheapest grain he’s ever sold
But he’s still holding on

That song reminds me of the folks I’ve grown up around, too. The true farmer who works from dawn to dusk and sometimes into the night when the land and the crops and the cattle demand it. The man or woman who carries such a heavy sense of responsibility and commitment that they just don’t know if they can squeeze out a few days for themselves – to get away, to relax, and to live a life without work.

He just takes the tractor another round
And pulls the plow across the ground
And sends up another prayer

It reminds me of people who put all they have into their dreams. They have staked everything. It’s all on the line. Not just for a moment, but every day. They wake up and go at it again, with worry in the back of their minds, knowing that one little thing can blow it all up.

He says, “Lord, I never complain, I never ask why
But please don’t let my dream to run dry
Underneath, underneath this Amarillo sky”

It’s a reminder of folks who have weathered the storm. The old men and women who I watched and respected. People who taught me so many lessons, not by lectures, but by the way they lived their lives. My cup was filled listening to their stories of adventures, misfortunes, and livelihoods over coffee, a glass of tea, or a beer; on porches, at the cafe, or leaning against an old grain truck. From the coal miners in Kentucky to the farmers in Oklahoma, they played a role in shaping who I am, what I think, and how I act. Just thinking about them – remembering their faces; remembering their knowing, ornery, wise, weathered, and wrinkled images – makes me smile. They live on in the memories they left with me.

That hailstorm back in ’83
Sure did take a toll on his family
But he stayed strong and carried on
Just like his dad and granddad did before him

It reminds me of people of faith. Of voices lifting a cappella to sing hymns in an old building on Pond Creek, that runs into the Tug Fork, along the line between Kentucky and West Virginia. It reminds me of revivals and singspirations in a small town church in the Panhandle. It reminds me that people dig deep and move forward, living in the faith that they will find a way, and that God will provide.

On his knees, every night he prays
“Please let my crops and children grow”
‘Cause that’s all he’s ever known

Yeah, there’s a lot in that song. And if I stop to listen, I can’t help but feel it.

He just takes the tractor another round
And pulls the plow across the ground
And sends up another prayer

He says, “Lord, I never complain, I never ask why
But please don’t let my dream run dry
Underneath, underneath this Amarillo sky”

And he takes the tractor another round
Another round, another round
And he takes the tractor another round
Another round

He says, “I never complain, I never ask why
But please don’t let my dreams run dry
Underneath, underneath this Amarillo sky”

Underneath this Amarillo sky

Pain

The other night I was doing my evening PT for this little hip/leg thing I’ve had going on. I was lying on the mat in the floor and I see something going across the carpet. I don’t have my glasses on, so at first I’m thinking it’s a small spider. I look closer and it looks more like a bug, but it’s kind of hopping over the carpet. It’s not until I reach out and whack it that I realize what it is.

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This part is for the ER/Grey’s Anatomy crowd that doesn’t get grossed out watching someone vomit on TV while eating supper. If you’re not there, you may want to skip it. When the thing blows up like a primed pubescent pimple and tosses about a pint of my blood on the carpet, it occurs to me this thing was a mosquito. It was so full of my blood it couldn’t fly. It was bouncing up off the floor trying to get air like an overloaded biplane in a Three Stooges Movie. My guess is that if it could have gotten enough air to lift off it would have taken a message back to it’s buddies. “Hey guys” I got a gusher over here. Bring the tanker.” Of course, later I had a welt the size of a Mentos on my leg.

My point? I didn’t know he was there, draining me like a vampire on a moonless night. I didn’t hear him buzz around me. I didn’t feel the little prick when he bit me that would normally cause me to slap him into oblivion. I was concentrating on another pain, so I didn’t feel that pain.

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